Just how many thoughts

Just how many thoughts can I have in a day
thinking of my son every night and day
replaying that moment over and over when he passed away
hoping and praying the good memories never fade away
I miss him I miss him
God knows how much I really miss him

He was only 16 years old why did he have to go
so many unanswered questions that I guess we’ll never know
on 3/11 our lives were forever changed
if it weren’t for his brothers and my friends I’d be insane

All my hopes and dreams put on hold
robbed from his promising future and such a lovely soul
Life doesn’t seem to be fair but still we pray
with visions of being reunited with him one day
I can’t wait to see him smiling
but until then I can’t help but to keep crying
I miss him I miss him
God knows how much I really miss him

I keep screaming to the heavens up above
I hope you can hear me and knows how proud I really was
he was loved by many especially by his cuz

I know he’s in heaven but still we cry
as long as I’m breathing I’ll keep his memory alive
I miss our talks, I miss his stories
when he was here life is never boring
man, does this have to be true
why couldn’t of been me instead you
I miss him I miss him
God knows how much I really miss him

They say with time we’ll move and cope
well that’s a lie and do I believe it…no
He died a legend in many’s eyes
Man, I sure miss his pretty blue eyes
When he left my heart was forever broke
I keep hoping and praying that this is just a joke
Still hoping this is just a lie
because none of us got to say goodbye

Fly high #39 we’ll forever love you until the day that we die
until then son….fly high

RIP Jordan I miss you son! Love, Mom

  • JESSICA SIMONDS